Spiritual Paranoia

I found I had an unusual degree of spiritual paranoia during our adoption process, especially during The Wait. Previously, I had felt relatively confident of when I was hearing the Lord's voice verses meeting the Resistance, but with the added emotional, financial and spiritual weight of adoption I found myself constantly questioning: "Is that you Lord? Stop? Go? Does that little thing that just happened mean something? What about that big thing? Is that Your still small voice or the breath of the Enemy?" It repeatedly drove me to my Bible, but it was dizzying! How have you managed your spiritual health in the midst of adoption and the Resistance?